Feelings Undefined

Hey,

How is it going?

Yeah, I know it is uhm… unstable? Hah… the word is not even enough to explicitly describe it.

You were just effin’ radiantly happy yesterday and now it’s feeling like you’re… whut?

Sad.

That’s still an understatement, isn’t it?

Or do you even feel anything at this moment?

Don’t you?

That everything is just passing by in front of your very eyes and you’re just a constant body of matter standing there – just seeing everyone come and go may be able to define a small percentage of it.

These are just bits of words not enough to even describe it.

You are gifted with intelligible expression and you cannot even blatantly reveal yourself to others. Yet , you are longing to eventually share your whole self to someone so he or she can read you when you cannot understand yourself. To be able to extend your whole self to another complete being so he or she can remind you of who you are. Is there a probability?

No one knows but paradox presents itself in you.

How can you address your own feelings?

Someone said, “If you can name it, you can tame it.”

How can you take care of something you don’t know about?

Let me go back to the first two lines:

How is it going?

Yeah, I know it is uhm… unstable? Hah… the word is not even enough to describe it

It’s like a geometrical figure that doesn’t end – a circle.

It is straight, has no thickness, and it bends in both directions infinitely – a line.

It is indestructibly strong that it can make or break you.

In finale, the only question is: Who’s tougher? Define it.